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I write... What more can I tell about me? I write shit... why not? Writing is my passion. Grammar mistakes are my nature. Call me stupid, I’m sure not many of them will ever like what I write. I left one place and came here to be alone, still I can’t flee away from people I care about. I know there are some people who care about me either and even if it’s late when I’m writing this, even if I make no sense, forgive me… but I write for my own fun first of all. I write cruel and I write also happy things. I only don’t believe that happiness is real…

That's why I write for friends only...





My stories:



♥ Not a Perfect Person

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: complete
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: C/M; R/M
Warning: *slash, violence, rape, angst, abuse*
Summary: It's about how bad things can go when you're misunderstood with your feelings, when you no more longer know in what to believe, when you don’t know who is your friend, who – worst enemy...

Chapters: 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05 || 06 || 07 || 08 || 09 || 10 || 11 || 12 || 13 || 14


♥ All I Ever Thnk About is This

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: complete
Genre: Love&Romance
Pating: NC-17
Rairing: C/M
Warning *slash*
Summary: Mike only wanted have a nice weekend for the band – cycling in the mountains. What happens when they have an accident and Mike and Chester got lost? I think you catch what I mean…

Chapters: 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05 || 06 || 07 || 08 || 09 || 10 || 11 || 12 || 13 || 14 ||
15 || 16 || 17 || 18 || 19 || 20 || 21 || 22 || 23 || 24 || 25


♥ Lost

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: complete
Genre: Angst
Rating: hard NC-17
Pairing: M/?, C/M
Warning: Rated NC-17 not without a reason, so you can be ready for a lot of cruel and violent things and even more
Summary: It’s been exactly a year since Mike had broke up with his boyfriend. Everything goes terribly wrong, but slowly his band mates discover how many things Mike’s been hiding for years. It's all just because one promise he’d made – that his sexuality won’t ever affect the band.

Chapters: 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05 || 06 || 07 || 08 || 09 || 10 || 11 || 12 || 13 || 14 ||
15 || 16 || 17


♥ The Morning's Impression

Fandom: Linkin Park, AU
Status: incomplete
Genre: Drama
Rating: hard NC-17
Pairing: M/B; M/C; M/?; C/?
Warning: Rated NC-17 not without a reason, so you can be ready for a lot of cruel and violent things and even more
Summary: Chester’s life is destroyed after an attack. Mike is a detective who not only tries to solve the case, but helps Chester find himself again. But can he get the fallen man back on his feet again if he can’t deal with his own past? In the end, is he the one who needs help? Can Chester then help him?

Chapters: 00 || 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05/1 || 05/2 || 06/1 || 06/2 || 07 || 08/1 || 08/2 || 09 || 10


♥ Candles Romance

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: complete
Genre: angst
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: M/C
Warning: Rated NC-17 not without a reason, so you can be ready for a lot of cruel and violent things and even more
Summary: The vocalist went to the bathroom and took his red huge candles from a locker. He liked this perfect, geometrical form. Nothing was better for a candle then form of a cone. They were like burning teardrops in a windy night and the feeling they raised in your chest was indescribable. Glittering and sparkling they enlivened brightness in your lost soul and could take mind off of any trouble you felt through the day. But they could hurt… they could burn and cut your wounds open and rip your heart out when they lightened some memories you always wanted to forget. What was better then writing when your soul was alighted? Then you could take your heart out on paper and replace your pain with this burning hotness…

Part One || Part Two


♥ I'm Not The Only Person With These Things In Mind

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: incomplete
Genre: Love&Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: M/C
Warning: *slash*
Summary: Sequel to</span> ‘All I Ever Think About Is This’. After finally getting married there must follow a honey moon, but is it really that simply if it comes about Mike and Chester? What happens once they mix their planes and one nice morning find themselves trapped in the middle of the Amazon jungle…?

Chapters: 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05


♥ The Night Perfect Lights

Fandom: Linkin Park, AU
Status: incomplete
Genre: drama/angst/love/romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: M/?
Warning: Rated NC-17 not without a reason
Summary: “From the very beginning until the end darkness fills our ways, hiding the right decision. Can there even be a ‘right’ or a ‘wrong’ decision in life? And who can answer if we come to the world willingly to save our souls from the night or if we are just waste of time and space, crying to heaven and asking for an eternal life? Who can answer us things about secrets of living and the endless ocean of pain surrounding our bodies through life? Is living easy? Is staying on this planet even worth the boundless pain?” I have just one question to answer. What IS worth our pain?

Chapters: 00 || 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 || 05


♥ Away

Fandom: Linkin Park
Status: incomplete
Genre: angst/horror
Rating: very hard NC-17
Pairing: M/?
Warning: be warned; MAW
Summary: Mike is kidnapped

Chapters: I || II || III || IV || V || VI || VII || VIII || IX || X || XI || XII || XIII || XIV ||
XV || XVI || XVII || XVIII || XIX || XX || XXI || XXII || XXIII


♥ Addicted

Fandom: My Chemical Romance
Status: incomplete
Genre: drama/angst/love/romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Gerard/Ray, Gerard/Frank, maybe more
Warning: *slash*
Summary: “Why?” Gerard knew how stupid it was to ask this, but maybe he needed to hear it directly. Maybe if Ray spat the truth into his face he could finally change.

Chapters: 01 || 02 || 03 || 04




My standalones:



♥ I Can Break You

Fandom: Linkin Park
Genre: angst
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: C/M/?
Warning: Rated NC-17 not without a reason
Summary: Chester thinks he is strong enough to protect his love from everyone. He thinks he is always right about everything. Is it really so? Warning: this is a death fic.

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♥ Breaking the Habit...

Fandom: Linkin Park
Genre: angst
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: C/M/?
Warning: character's death
Summary: “The razor… He always used this razor only. It was like… Like all his happiness. This loyal razor that never cheated on him, that was always there for him, that never left him suffer alone in the dark…” After everything he’d been through, this seems another typical night for him, but in the end… Will he break his habit?

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♥ Take it All Away

Fandom: Linkin Park
Genre: angst/horror
Rating: very hard NC-17
Pairing: M/?
Warning: be warned; MAW
Summary: "It was dark... So dark that he wasn’t sure when the last time he’d seen the sun was. Gloom was all over the small basement room and shadows moved in every small corner. Only the colors of fear were all around him, holding him in a tight grip, never letting go to take allow a deeper breath."

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